The Idiot - Dianna Roman

There's no picking who you love...nor getting rid of them.
Murphy Malone loves his orchard, his mother, and his dog. Life is great until he can't stop thinking about what he's missing-someone to share it all with.
When he realizes that his love for his best friend, Jesse Carver, runs deeper than the bonds of friendship, it only makes things worse. The problem-Jesse Carver is the straightest man he's ever known.
Only time and distance can ease the ache, but what do you do when your loyal best friend follows you to the gay singles cruise you fled to in an attempt to escape your feelings?